:-(

I just ate a shit tonne of ice cream.

I’m trying not to cry. 

Fuck everything. Fuck you. 

God my everything hurts.

What a shock.

My life is full of disappointments and I am the biggest one of all.

Why can’t you just be with me. 

Why can’t I care less about you.

FUCK MY STUPID HEAD.

Pain.

I can’t.

I just can’t.

How can it possibly feel like we’ve broken up again. 

How?

Don’t talk.

Don’t say a word.

I don’t know that I can feel any more. 

I don’t want to. 

At the hospital.

Its not my favourite place.

Its valentines day and i will not be receiving a card, hug or an i love you. Much like every other year.

Anger is a way of life…

I’m angry. I’m hurt and i don’t think i can bear it that you’re not with me.

Its worse because your selfishness has cost me my happy ending and yours. You’re just as lost as i am.

If you came to my door now though i would forgive you. Hold you. Make you remember why you love me.

:-(

I just ate a shit tonne of ice cream.

I’m trying not to cry. 

Fuck everything. Fuck you. 

God my everything hurts.

What a shock.

My life is full of disappointments and I am the biggest one of all.

Why can’t you just be with me. 

Why can’t I care less about you.

FUCK MY STUPID HEAD.

Pain.

I can’t.

I just can’t.

How can it possibly feel like we’ve broken up again. 

How?

Don’t talk.

Don’t say a word.

I don’t know that I can feel any more. 

I don’t want to. 

At the hospital.

Its not my favourite place.

Its valentines day and i will not be receiving a card, hug or an i love you. Much like every other year.

Anger is a way of life…

I’m angry. I’m hurt and i don’t think i can bear it that you’re not with me.

Its worse because your selfishness has cost me my happy ending and yours. You’re just as lost as i am.

If you came to my door now though i would forgive you. Hold you. Make you remember why you love me.

:-(
What a shock.
Pain.
At the hospital.
Anger is a way of life…

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