:-(
I just ate a shit tonne of ice cream.
I’m trying not to cry.
Fuck everything. Fuck you.
God my everything hurts.
I just ate a shit tonne of ice cream.
I’m trying not to cry.
Fuck everything. Fuck you.
God my everything hurts.
My life is full of disappointments and I am the biggest one of all.
Why can’t you just be with me.
Why can’t I care less about you.
FUCK MY STUPID HEAD.
I can’t.
I just can’t.
How can it possibly feel like we’ve broken up again.
How?
Don’t talk.
Don’t say a word.
I don’t know that I can feel any more.
I don’t want to.
Its not my favourite place.
Its valentines day and i will not be receiving a card, hug or an i love you. Much like every other year.
I’m angry. I’m hurt and i don’t think i can bear it that you’re not with me.
Its worse because your selfishness has cost me my happy ending and yours. You’re just as lost as i am.
If you came to my door now though i would forgive you. Hold you. Make you remember why you love me.
Everything I hide from the world.